An 18 Day Immersion To {Finally} Trust In Your Medicine, Go Beyond The Colonized + Linear Encodings Of How Much You Are Worthy & Able To Receive, & Somatically Heal The Relational Frequency Of Your Birthright Of Abundance

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You’re still speaking over your money with the massah’s tongue.

A colonizer’s imperative that has seemingly taken over your body’s willingness to have and hold money that you cannot “prove” yourself deserving of…

That you cannot show your process of…

Money so vast and deep that you cannot offer logical explanation for how it came to be yours.

And so you dip in your toes with the medicine of your soul.

You hem and you haw about the strategies and tactics and timeline of it all.

All the while, your tongue speaking danger and inconsistency and misdirection over your business, money, and art.

All the while, your tongue speaking pain and danger and consequence over the {re}pussified + magical AF life you want most.

And yet… you still wonder why you aren’t allowing in the abundance and artistic expression you crave beyond all worlds and dreams and realities.

The creative evocation and embodied erotica you want more than damn near anything.

Because you know in your heart of hearts that this is where it all begins.

The intimacy. The love. The nectar drippin’ sex. The fulfillment. The impact. The platform. The turn on. The wonderment. The playfulness. The belonging. The ease. The unadulterated joy. The smokin’ hot body and ass that just won’t quit.

All of it.

You’ve likely heard tell that money and art and business can be put on the back burner.

That you should focus on the other areas of your life first, and let this piece fall into place whenever it will.

Which is true for some…

But not for people like us.

Not for Soul Refugees and Multidimensional Messengers and Medicine Kin.

Not for those of us who experience the world through the portal of our magic first {and sometimes only}.

But what happens when your only experiences with money have come through the colonized lens?

When everything in your body is telling you not to have it all, because you will lose it all {and harm will surely follow}?

When the stories and imprints of your youth and ancestral wounds are whispering that you should do anything, ANYTHING, other than get in trouble with money?

{Because we know what has historically happened to melanated bodies and femme bodies when we have gotten in trouble.}

And so you study money and energy and manifestation and investing and business and marketing and branding until the colonized cows come home.

And yet and still… here you are.

In a place betwixt and between.

Where no matter how much money you experience each month, there is still an Oppression Monster living in your bones, speaking the colonizer’s language inside of you, chanting lies of breath-stealing doubt and consequence.

Breathing down your spine in the middle of the night.

Reminding you that you will never be free.

Except…

Except…

Through quantum physics, we learn that an object will behave differently when it is observed {and when it is not.}

And, holy hell, have you have been observing and observing and observing.

But what you’ve been observing?

Well, now.

Giving yourself over to solving for an “x” that has kept you in a habituated pattern of trying to understand.

Understand yourself. Money. Trauma. Manifestation. Energy. God.

Because if you could but understand, you could be “there”.

Right???

Well…

What if what you’ve been observing is simply the systemic oppression that has taken root in your blood and your bones…

Paying it mind and then seeing how it reacts and responds to your attention.

And what if, what if, you could change the relational and energetic states of your money by simply shifting your attention from what they wanted you to see and believe was possible for you…

And instead, you began to open yourself to the inherent and divine worth of that which you are?

Ok, I know, I know.

Worthiness. Deservingness. Self love.

I get it.

And this is not some white washed feminism idea of consciousness and appropriated traditions of divine energetics.

This is a merging and communion of the Most High as YOU.

This is moving beyond the concept of masculine and feminine giving/receiving and into the depths of havingness as a way of life, impact, and art.

And, this is a recalibration into a quantum frequency and unshakable knowing of your own inherent abundance and birthright of money flowing to you and for you… simply because You Are.

It’s time to begin.

Hmmmm…

No. Scratch that.

It’s time to let it all die.

Because sometimes it all has to fall apart in order to be made whole.

And no, there is no power you need to “take back” within this activation.

Because no one could ever keep your power from you.

{Save… of course… yourself.}

Speak this over your life right the fuck now, if you are ready:

I Am. Therefore it is already mine.

Now let that marinate.

Notice it.

Notice what comes with it.

What voices, what emotions, what falsehoods…

And notice what you’ve been making it all mean about your perceived capacity to have it all… and to have it all in the instantaneous now.

But, of course, there is only this moment of creation…

Where you get to choose to awaken, breathe… and remember.

Who the fuck you are, yes.

But also?

Who the fuck you are NOT.

We are often taught that in order to make money, we have to make nice.

Which, for us, is like a slow death by a million cuts of the colonized sword.

Ahhhh…

And you’ve also most likely learned that the feminine and the mystery could not be trusted.

Which meant that you, therefore, could also not be trusted.

And so you turned, once again, back to the hypermasculine doingness that has gotten you where you are.

That carried you through corporate or academia or western medicine {or whichever Muggle Dick Realm you tried to force yourself to inhabit and love before you came back to your instinctual senses}.

Not that any of the above are Muggle Dick Realms in and of themselves.

They only become such when they are not OUR realms.

And you trust hypermasculine still.

Because you know you can have the monies by implementing it.

But, and lean in here, Wild One…

What would shift for you, if you fully trusted your magic instead?

Not trust that you ARE magic.

You already know this.

But trusted your magic to PROVIDE.

Trusted that the medicine born to you and only you was not only enough, but was dope as fuuuuucccckkkkkkk.

What would become OF you…

If only you trusted and believed?

Make Money From Soul is about your intrinsic body of work finally… Becoming.

Becoming what you have always seen and felt and known inside.

Becoming the quantum provider and portal through which your magic gets to be fully and erotically expressed into and as the world.

Becoming, as it were, its own evidence.

Because you’ve been searching in the human realm for evidence that it is safe for you to make money from the magic and medicine of your soul.

And yet, at the same time, providing yourself with an ample supply of evidence and stimuli to the contrary.

This is what we are taught.

This is what we have warped ourselves into believing.

Because it felt safer.

If the physical realm was evidence, then we wouldn’t have to completely embrace and open into the infinite, primordial power born to us.

If the physical realm was evidence, then our trauma body wouldn’t have to process and integrate beyond which we have told ourselves we could handle without destroying ourselves {and the world}.

But, my Loves, this has only and ever been a misdirection.

A tricksy branch of systemic racialized, sexualized, and genderized trauma that has had us crawling on our knees, begging soul to show up for us.

All the while, still believing that we couldn’t handle it if soul were to actually come thru.

And so round and round we go.

Doing all the work…

And yet not experiencing the mystery “landing” in our physical now.

So… here we are… at the threshold of the Wilds.

And I feel I should give you fair warning before you cross this waypoint.

This is not for you if you have not yet done any antiracism work within your own body.

This is not for you if you are unwilling to explore the areas of discomfort and mistrust encoded into your lens of perception.

And this is not for you if you are desperately seeking Susan around having a specific + laid & slayed + bullet-pointed plan of attack for making another $10K/$100K/$1M by next week.

This is for the Soul Refugees who crave home… but haven’t yet felt safe to allow it back in.

The Multidimensional Messengers who know their time is now… but keep moving their line in the sand, until “now” once again becomes “some day”.

The Medicine Kin who know they are the ENTIRE damn thing… but keep trying to build a coaching business instead.

{No shade on coaching. I’ve been coaching since I was 17. And, yet and still, I never had any intention or desire in building a “coaching” business model. Did you?}

And look.

You might be at $1M/month right now or $1k/month.

It makes no nevermind for this initiation.

Because, at its bones, Make Money From Soul is about trust.

Trusting your magic so fucking deeply that there is no longer a a perceived separation or fragmentation between it and you.

Between it and your money.

No longer a belief that the money only comes in {and stays in} if you’re working for other people or running a business based in your almost genius and almost but never quite there-ness.

This is an excavation beneath the oppression trauma they tried to plant in your Wilds…

And a hallowed uprooting of everything that is not yours.

As you open your thighs and drip your magic onto the pages {and stages} of the world.

This is where you begin to experience the ease, certainty, and orgasmic reality of thriving you have always known was yours.

In essence, and when it all comes down to it, this is a journey in making a fuck ton of ever-expanding money just by Being… You.

Over and over {and over} again.

You in?

Sweetness.

Let’s play.

As always…

Here’s to your untaming,

N

P.S.:

What if you don’t have full trust and ease with money, not because you are not ready but, rather, because you have encoded that you cannot safely hold it?

And, within the conditioned patterns around un-safety, you then refuse to open and allow and choose your desires in your physical reality?

Because who would want to experience more money and ease, only to have it ripped out from under them as it destroys the very foundation of their life?

And, what if, you could begin shifting your entire identity and the way your world simply now works for you… in the next 18 days?

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About Your Guide

Provocateur Of The Primal & The Wilds

Medicine Walker | Erotic Muse | Soul Alchemist | Storyteller | Mystery Broker | Sex Mystic | Body Poet | Yoga Teacher | Abolitionist

I’ve spent the last two + decades using sports psychology, movement, breathwork, sexual energy medicine, storytelling, and creative expression to guide powerhouse athletes, artists, entrepreneurs, and executives into the reclamation of the Sovereign Wilds within their own bodies.

My work evokes and provokes the somatic decolonization of systemic racialized and sexualized trauma in the bodies of Melanated Kin/BIWOC creators {and white co-conspirators of the antiracism revolution at hand}.

And one thing I know today is this: We alone hold the keys to our freedom… and when we shake off the shackles around the immutable mystery we hold inside, we unlock our creativity and unleash our capacity for impact in the world.

I lead {re}wilding quests, ceremonies, and intensives {both online and in other potent “between spaces”} for Creators, Messengers, and Wisdom Keepers who have received the Call to further initiate their own innate power and expression.

You can find me living and creating at the crossroads of Erotic Abolitionism™ {my medicine and body of work}, archetypal storytelling, sensual body movement, liberatory praxis and practice, systemic racialized and sexualized trauma healing, multidimensional creation, decolonized energetics, and elemental remembrance.

I am a student of perennial creativity, indigenous wisdom, and the primal untaming of our own lives… and I am obsessed with how we can interweave our belonging, sexual energy, and art to activate the liberation and change we are here to midwife into the world.

The Primordial Magic Up In Here...

Day 01 // The Energetics Of Receiving

Day 02 // Creative Depression & Navigating Inertia

Day 03 // When It’s Just Not “There”, Even Though You Know It’s Here

Day 04 // Quantum Creation Energetics For Mystics

Day 05 // Interoceptive Pathways & The Bones Of Receiving

Day 06 // Decolonizing Money & Your Trauma Body

Day 07 // Trusting Yourself To Have It All

Day 08 // And When Nothing Seems To Be Working?

Day 09 // {Re}Pussifying Money At The Edge

Day 10 // And Then You Told Fear To Go Get Fucked

Day 11 // Merging With The Overflow Of The Beyond

Day 12 // Embodied Erotica As Money Medicine

Day 13 // Actualizing Abundance At The Opening Of The Goddess Wound

Day 14 // And Then It Became Easy

Day 15 // Healing Intergenerational Money Trauma As Creative Expression

Day 16 // Transmuting Historical Shame Into Erotic Wealth Consciousness

Day 17 // Instinctual Activation Of Your Havingness

Day 18 // And Then You Became The Embodied Evocation Of It All

The Extras

➳ Private Nīk Nation membership site

➳ Lifetime access

➳ Unlimited access to future updates

The Bonuses

➳ Primal {Pre}Calibration Medicine: Capitalism, Consciousness, & The Fecundity Of Having It All

➳ A Reciprocity Of Art & The Sacred

➳ The Language Of Bones

Join Us

Let's Get This Shit

Your program access will unlock upon enrolling.

In addition to the rest of our pre-recorded sessions, we will also have three live calls throughout our time together, with ample time for Q&A.

If you are unable to make them live, they will be added into our private membership site with the rest of the pre-recorded sessions.

Enroll Now

Please Note

Once you enroll, please check your email for your Content and Community logins.

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