This Is The Sacred “Mixtape” Of My Quick N’ Dirty Embodiment + Excavation Rituals That Will Radically Shift Your Capacity To Clear Out The Energetic And Emotional Muck That’s Been Taking Up Precious Space In Your Body And Mind… So You Can Ground Your Nervous System Through Even The Toughest Times, Take Decisive + Aligned Action On What Matters Most, And Attune Your Deep Consciousness To The Cosmic, Primordial Frequency Of God, Creation, And Soul

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So this is where it ends.

The drama… The indecision…

The never-ending nervous system shitstorm that is threatening to derail every fucking thing that you hold as truth {again}.

And why? Why are you here {AGAIN}?

Because you’ve drawn your line in the sand…

But you haven’t actually stepped OVER it and erased that fucker behind you.

And that hesitation, that back and forth, that INDECISION is holding you hostage to your past, your fears, and your conditioning.

But you know what you want {mostly, anyways}.

And so you won’t go back to operating and living the way you were before.

You can’t.

You’ve seen too much and know too much and HUNGER for too much.

But you’re not moving forward either.

You're in the stuck place.

The place where you can allllmost taste the deep-bodied liberation that howls your name in the night.

The place where you can allllmost remember what it feels like to be fully, completely, and unapologetically ALIVE.

And yet… you can’t REACH it because you haven’t dragged that other foot across the line just yet.

Sure, you’ve THOUGHT about it, endlessly, in the bright of day and in the midnight hours under the dark side of the moon.

But getting both feet over to the other side? Nope, not yet.

Not you.


Because it would require {nay, DEMAND} a full commitment to who you say that you are.

To who you KNOW that you came here to be.

And the reason you’re still pretending the floor is lava on the “other” side?

It’s this:

Somewhere along the road, you encoded the belief that you will have to be all of the things to all of the people ALL OF THE TIME, if you cross over that line.

That, once on the other side, you will never have a break, you will have to blindly hustle, hustle, hustle… and lose everything that matters to you.

And that, because you will have set the bar so high that it’d be damn near impossible to keep your head above water…

You will inevitably drown in the success, freedom, and ecstasy of your own making.

I mean… fuck me, right?

Is it any wonder your body offers up enough resistance to rival even your best intentions to do the work, to cross over that line, and to stay the damn course once you’ve crossed it?

It’s not any wonder to me and, after you’ve read this, I’m pretty sure it won’t be any wonder to you either.

Maybe it’s not even all that much of a wonder right now.

Maybe you’ve been playing with the IDEA of going all in and STAYING all in, but, gahhhhhh… that damn resistance keeps having its way with you.

And you inevitably end up right back where you started.

Straddling the line… toeing the PARTY line… and resigning yourself to yet another endless cycle of mental masturbation as you run run run yourself ragged on ye old Creative Hamster Wheel of Doom… again.

But, if you’re here, then enough has probably, most likely, ok pretty much DEFINITELY become… enough.

And you’re ready to understand what-in-the-ever-loving-fuck is actually HAPPENING in your body {and mind} every time you get so close to victory that you can feel its sacred breath on your skin, only to end up flailing in the abyss or face down in the dirt once more.

Well, like I said.

This right here?

It’s the end.


And It’s Also Your Fertile-Ground-Zero.

The Landing Space, if you will, that can help you navigate the wilderness of your deepest desires…

The sneaky AF blockages standing between you and those desires…

And the access points that those blockages are offering up to you right now as portals.

But you don’t have all day to sit in ritual space, right?

Well, not in the traditional sense of the word, anyways.

And so, even though you maybe {ok, probably} have a fuck ton of tools at your disposal..

You’re still not embodying them in any sort of consistent and disciplined way.

They haven’t become a way of life, which means they haven’t yet been able to fully IMPACT and TRANSFORM your life.

Which is where this comes in.

Because rituals only support you when you actually EMBODY them.

And you will only embody them once they become an accessible aspect of your daily lived experience.

So {re}calibrate will offer you the following Deep Magic… in digestible, inhabitable, and soul-fucking-gasmic rituals that you can complete in 10-20 minutes that you can {and actually WILL} practice

You will also have the opportunity to surrender into a longer excavation ceremony, for those days or nights when you need to go deeeeeep and excavate all the bones.

The Wild Elixirs That Will Aid Your Recalibration:

Energetic Medicine

Stagnant energy becomes like scar tissue in your body, taking up root in all of the nooks and crannies where your soul and desires need space to flow.

So here we unravel the threads of dissonance that have blocked your channels and let die that which has run its course.

And by culling the dead and dying energies, we create new living pathways for your rebirth and freedom.

Emotional Medicine

True recalibration requires that we not only hold awareness with our emotions, but also expand our capacity to WORK with them at ever deepening levels.

And it is through that expansion that we find our way home, to the true fulfillment and aliveness that is available to us, in each moment, and in each breath.

But to come home, we must first be willing to go in and bear witness to our own internal habitat.

Elemental Medicine

Nature is our guide, she has always been our guide… We have only forgotten.

We have advanced so far and so wide, that we have disconnected from our instinctual need to also advance IN.

Into the primordial dance of the cosmic cycles that flow in our veins, inviting us back into the ancient knowing from which we all came.

And here’s what shifts for you when you allow your entire system to realign to the frequency of all that is:

You recalibrate back to the innate soul self… back to your inherent identity… back to your primal and instinctual self who KNOWS.

Knows what? Everything, really.

Who you came here to be.

What you came here to do.

And the EXACT next steps your soul is demanding you to evolve into {and through} right NOW.

To put it even more tangibly:

You get out of your head, into your body, do the damn things, DECIDE and COMMIT to who you say that you are, and magnetize the fuck out of the next level health, wealth, intimacy, creativity, success, impact, and pleasure you KNOW you want, but are still kinda sorta afraid to even call in and ALLOW.

And to break it down just a little bit more:

You say yes and bare your everything.


The primal portals that will drop you into the depths {and help you remember how to swim}:

In order to sensitize and attune your body to the remembrance of all you came here to be, we will play and journey through the polarities of the feminine and the masculine… the moon and the sun… the primal and the sensual… the destruction and the rebirth.


➳ We enter the fire, and remember how to howl in the flames.

➳ We enter the water, and remember that we were born to rise with the waves.

➳ This is mystery, seduction, rage, longing, flow state, and energetic ecstasy…

➳ All returning to their instinctual journeying within you.


➳ We transition into formlessness, surrendering to aether and air.

➳ This is the infinite cavern of sorrow and grief, and the wise medicine that it brings forth.

➳ Healing and integrating the anxiety, stress, and freeze response that we believed held us captive within our own bodies… but was only offering us the mirror into our own abyss… and liberation.


➳ We return all things to earth and land once more.

➳ Taking our first steps in a new body, one that walks softly, but with the Ancient Wilds guiding our every step.

➳ We ground, we choose, we take action that is embodied and elevated through our own power and truth.

➳ We release uncertainty, and encode our movement and beingness through pleasure, intimacy, and connection with all that is… and all that could become.

And why this matters NOW?

Well, because this is where you finally understand {and integrate} the elusive “HOW” of cultivating both the internal and spacial safety your body needs in order to embody the fuck out of your NEXT level…

And how to do it all in a way that not only resources your nervous system in the present moment, but ALSO expands its capacity to hold your continued evolution and growth at the level after that, and the level after THAT {and on and on, ad finitum, amen}.

From the trenches to the fire...

These are the exact tools I’ve used for myself, my loved ones, and my clients to help us navigate some of the hardest times and systemic trauma that had become encoded into our very beings.

They are battle tested and born, through and through.

Because when the world is a complete and utter shitshow, we must commit, relentlessly, to our own healing on an INDIVIDUAL level, so that we can also breathe and ignite that healing on the COMMUNAL level.

This matters.This matters so fucking much.

Which is why I’m offering this at the lowest price of anything I’ve offered in a reeeaaallllyyyy long time.

Because I want this is the hands of all my soulmate peeps who are committed to the deep magic and the deep work.

The ones who are ALSO eternally and unapologetically committed to the liberation of all, through that magic and work.

When it’s easy, yes sure.

But also when it’s dark and stormy and scary AF and you can’t even remember YOUR own name.

And so the question becomes…

Are you Ready to Plant Your Feet in the Dirt and Bare Your Everything?
Still Here?

No worries, Wild One. I got you.

Maybe you’re wondering if this is the time that you’ll actually follow through.

If this is the time that you’ll actually commit and KEEP committing, come hell or high water.

And all I can tell you is this:

You found your way here for a reason.

To this invitation, yes.

But also to this time. To this space.

Because your soul offered you a portal.

Into remembrance. Into reclamation. Into the {re}wilding that you KNOW will walk you home.

But you must be willing to stand in the fire in order to go through this portal.

You must be willing to look at who you’ve been… and sit with yourself in the flames.

Will these rituals help you do just that? Yup.

But you gotta want it.

You gotta fucking CRAVE it.

And, of course of course, you have to be committed to keep coming back to it when the world and everything else tells you to look over here, no over HERE, distract, disconnect, check out, FREAK out…

Because all of that will happen.

You know it will.

It’s probably happening right now.

But the portal is the portal is the portal.

And only you can choose to walk through.

Only you can decide to STAY on the other side.

And if you are such a soul who dances and howls in the flames, then this just might be YOUR portal.

And I just might be your huckleberry.

Remember, the only way IN is THROUGH.

Yup, yup.

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About Your Guide

Provocateur Of The Primal & The Wilds

Medicine Walker | Erotic Muse | Soul Alchemist | Storyteller | Mystery Broker | Sex Mystic | Body Poet | Yoga Teacher | Abolitionist

I’ve spent the last two + decades using sports psychology, movement, breathwork, sexual energy medicine, storytelling, and creative expression to guide powerhouse athletes, artists, entrepreneurs, and executives into the reclamation of the Sovereign Wilds within their own bodies.

My work evokes and provokes the somatic decolonization of systemic racialized and sexualized trauma in the bodies of Melanated Kin/BIWOC creators {and white co-conspirators of the antiracism revolution at hand}.

And one thing I know today is this: We alone hold the keys to our freedom… and when we shake off the shackles around the immutable mystery we hold inside, we unlock our creativity and unleash our capacity for impact in the world.

I lead {re}wilding quests, ceremonies, and intensives {both online and in other potent “between spaces”} for Creators, Messengers, and Wisdom Keepers who have received the Call to further initiate their own innate power and expression.

You can find me living and creating at the crossroads of Erotic Abolitionism™ {my medicine and body of work}, archetypal storytelling, sensual body movement, liberatory praxis and practice, systemic racialized and sexualized trauma healing, multidimensional creation, decolonized energetics, and elemental remembrance.

I am a student of perennial creativity, indigenous wisdom, and the primal untaming of our own lives… and I am obsessed with how we can interweave our belonging, sexual energy, and art to activate the liberation and change we are here to midwife into the world.

The Primordial Magic Up In Here...

The breakdown of what you’re about to access and initiate THROUGH:

These are the internal tools and practices that will allow you to magnetize, own, and embody the external results you KNOW you fucking want… as you encode them to your next level of consciousness and beingness, instead of YOU chasing after THEM.

The Pre Side

This is the {Pre}Calibration Work that is strategically and erotically curated to attune you into a state of embodied readiness, so that you can actually RECEIVE the teachings and transmissions inside of {re}calibrate, within every layer and level of who you are {and who you are being commanded by soul to remember}

The A Side

➳ 3 x Yang rituals that are forged in the fiery rebirth and conviction of the dusky sun and the warrior masculine

➳ {You receive one Yang ritual for each Primal Portal}

Who you become on the other side: One who walks into the belly of the beast and emerges, howling and wild once more… with the wisdom and resiliency to access {and use} the full breadth of the raw power and pleasure that were born to you

The B Side

➳ 3 x Yin rituals that are dripping in the cosmic remembrance and dark eros of the feminine and the moon

➳ {You receive one Yin ritual for each Primal Portal}

Who you become on the other side: One who holds the deep-bodied capacity to evoke, create, and lead from the sensual seduction of your soul

The In-Between Side

➳ 1 x Ancient Activation Audio that contains the EXACT resources and tools I use for grounding even when I’m already in the muck and can’t even remember my own name

➳ This is hands-down THE essential and deep-bodied KNOWING that I’ve been asked to share, over and over again, and am FINALLY sharing

It’s the beneath-the-veil tools that I use on the daily, to continuously expand my energetic capacity to hold ALL of my medicine, magic, and genius in my body without burning out or SQUIRRELLING out on what matters most {and to cultivate the precision awareness to call myself home when I inevitably FORGET what I know and PRETEND that I never did}

The Extras

➳ Private Nīk Nation membership site

➳ Lifetime access

➳ Unlimited access to future updates

The Bonuses

➳ Cosmic (A Wild Nectar™ Ceremony)

➳ I Am Consecration (A Wild Nectar™ Ceremony)

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