And what's worse?
You fucking know it…
And yet and still?
You continue to go at it.
Pretending as if the foul tasting OUTPOURING is actually the NECTAR of your Refugee Soul.
As if, AS IF, you could ever be baptized and sanctified in the dessicated, pussy-closing ideations of who you were colonized to be…
As if, AS IF, you would ever be satisfied with Muggle Dickery™ dressed up as the magic.
As the fucking MAGIC.
But here you find yourself.
Again.
Except, this time…
Because who they TOLD you were and who you’ve pretended was the extent of what you could HANDLE being?
It’s so last year.
Last lifetime, really.
Cuz this right here?
This is soul shit.
Ah… and also?
This is where you stop acting “as if” and finally {finally} step into the ENTIRE fucking truth of the erotic madness born to you.
This is one of those moments when you can no longer deny the howling in the night... because the howling is you.
But you’ve been dissatisfied.
And that dissatisfaction has led you to believe you couldn’t move deeper.
That you had to figure it the fuck OUT first.
That you would have to suffer {and then suffer some more} BEFORE you could let go of your death grip on business… on the magic… on who you are within it all.
And so the perfection crept in again.
Carving talons of icy fragmentation and dissonance into what was meant to be your freedom.
Because that’s why you decided to go all in on the business born of your soul in the first place, wasn’t it?
The freedom?
Freedom to become. To believe. To come home.
To come undone.
But you can come back to it, you know.
If you want it.
If you hunger for it.
If you choose it.
Ah… and this:
If you let it choose you.
Because then you experience a shift in consciousness around not only how you “do” business, but in who you ARE in business... and what your business finally gets to become in you.
Would you believe us?
Would you lean in and scent the Wilds on our tongue?
Would you remember who the fuck you were always going to be, even with the encodings and imprinting and constructs and traumas and dramas?
Would you, when it was all said done…
Say yes?
I know you SAY you would.
I know when you self pleasure and journal and bleed it onto the earth, you PROCLAIM that you would.
But is it… the magic and the {re}wilded homecoming of the oracular medicine that drips between your thighs… is it who you are living into IN THE NOW?
Meaning:
Or is it something you keep putting off into the Never Never Land of “someday” and “after” and “once you…”?
Is there, underneath your wolf in sheep’s clothing, one final layer of Muggle Dickery™ that you’ve held onto… that you’ve CLUNG to…
Because of how fucking TERRIFIED you are of actually shedding all the trappings of normality and finally standing in the vast, undeniable, unTAMEABLE totality of your God-born magic and power?
Look. I know you. I see you. I feel you.
You want it all.
But you aren't experiencing it all.
And you damn well know it.
You know there’s more.
MORE.
For fuck’s sake.
MORE.
It’s begging you to just. let. go.
Of how you’ve been trying to keep it all together.
Of how you’ve been, once again, trying to get the magic to dance for you.
But we all know the magic doesn’t dance.
And when we insist on TRYING to make it do so, we only end up suppressing the very magic we SAY we are ready to unleash.
I’ve been there. Many times.
Where I was over myself.
Over trying to be… trying to create… trying to evoke.
Where you've "tried" everything.
And you're over it all.
And you're ready {fuck me, but you’re READY} to only be that which you damn well know that you know that you KNOW you are here for.
And, in that, what is here for YOU.
I’ll tell you something you might not want to hear.
Except…
I also know that you do.
My health.
My money.
My creativity.
My connection to the magic.
My connection to life.
None of it could stand in the face of this homecoming.
And that's what it was.
And that's what it is.
The coming home of a wayward Refugee Soul.
And maybe, just maybe...
That’s what this is for you too.
Except…
Investing time, money, energy… your damn LIFE…
On running the perfect ads {that reap no return}.
On branding experts {who leave you with even less connection to the Wilds than when you started working with them}.
On white-washed “consciousness” teachers {whose spaces leave your body feeling even more colonized and disembodied than you knew was possible}.
And what’s so hilariously not hilarious about all these shenanigans?
That by giving yourself over to these DEGRADATION points…
You haven’t even cultivated your capacity to hold the raw, evocative DECISION points that enables you to continuously show the fuck up for the magic you were so Desperately Seeking Susan in all those strategies and hacks and ritualized DISembodiment offerings.
Which is, of course of course, why you’re then exhausted all the damn time.
And why you keep doing everything except the one thing that “works”.
Which is, of course of COURSE…
Soul.
And the worst of the worst in it all?
You’ve been, yet again, laying yourself down at the feet of the shit you actually stand AGAINST.
As you genuflect away at the head of the Muggle Dick™.
Waiting for your life {and your PURPOSE and your PATH} to finally begin.
You feel like you’ve tried it all and… fuck all… It’s still not working.
And yet {and still}… there’s a part of you that knows there’s legit nothing 👏🏽 else 👏🏽 left 👏🏽 to 👏🏽 do 👏🏽.
There is only the Wilds to BE.
And so we’ve come to it then.
The moment.
The portal.
The surrender.
Where the darkness unfurls as the light.
Where you decide that business gets to be what it was always meant to be for YOU.
And where, in the instinctual prose of your erotic soul, you remember that you were never gonna be able to do it any other way.
Awwww sookie sookie, now.
Let’s get this shit.
There are some questions I imagine might arise around enrolling in such a wayward ecology of a “business program”.
So let’s excavate some of the thangs.
First off, looky here:
An exploratory portal into you taking “action” on {aka: experiential living of and as} the things that matter most to and for YOU…
A precipice of excavation that will invite you into the full wringing out of your art, magic, and soul…
A threshold of remembrance where business comes home to roost {and to root} and where ancestry, lineage, and liberation become your stomping grounds…
If this is your first foray into business, but you’ve been playing and dancing in the Wilds for as long as you can remember, this will likely save you countless decades {and millions}, chasing shit you already know isn’t FOR you.
If you’ve been in business for years {maybe even decades} and you’ve done it all and seen it all… business consultants, manifestation coaches, teacher and practitioner trainings, allllllll the degrees… and you are finding yourself having already semi-jumped off the precipice…
But you then caught yourself and are hanging onto old ledges by your bloodied fingertips…
This will likely bring about the deepest potency, peace, and conviction within your body, creativity, business, and nervous system you have ever before known.
Yes, we’ll drop into the myriad ways in which you can create and run offers.
And yes, we’ll explore the distillation points of where you get hung up, between the 1st draft and the published edition of the magic.
But if you want yet another program that will teach you the top 10 ways to 10x your what-the-fuck-ever {email list, IG audience, ROI, etc}, this will not be that.
There are a fuck ton of those programs out there.
You’ve probably invested in many of them.
And yet and still…
You are here.
So if the howling and madness are more integral to your thriving than the “Top 10 Ways To Build & Scale Your Creative Business By Noon Tomorrow By Following This Highly Replicated & Often Duplicated 10 Step Plan”…
…And this just might be your portal back into your everything.
Hmmm… a final wrap up of sorts?
Why yes. Let’s shall.
In addition to all of the aforementioned alchemical potentiality…
The Business Of Soul is a medicinal elixir for the moments when you’re tired of clients, patrons, and audience members who only THINK they're ready, but as soon as they get within scenting range…
You know in your bones, they are not about their shit.
And yet… sometimes you still stay fucking with them!
Whyyyyyyyyy????!!!! 😩😩😩
Where you are only working with the peeps who are 100% willing to go into the depths with you.
Where you stop making offers and art that "perform" for anything other than art’s sake.
Where you move intuitively from ideation to actualization, as you surrender into your own {un}becoming…
Of the layers, the armor, the identities, and the “someday”.
So if you’re ready to start working FOR yourself, rather than AGAINST yourself…
In a business that is so exquisitely YOU…
In a body and nervous system that are regenerated with and as that business…
And where you run shit for yourself in ONLY your highest, deepest magic, evolution, turn on, and orgasmic reality…
Let’s get wild.
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I’ve spent the last two + decades using sports psychology, movement, breathwork, sexual energy medicine, storytelling, and creative expression to guide powerhouse athletes, artists, entrepreneurs, and executives into the reclamation of the Sovereign Wilds within their own bodies.
My work evokes and provokes the somatic decolonization of systemic racialized and sexualized trauma in the bodies of Melanated Kin/BIWOC creators {and white co-conspirators of the antiracism revolution at hand}.
And one thing I know today is this: We alone hold the keys to our freedom… and when we shake off the shackles around the immutable mystery we hold inside, we unlock our creativity and unleash our capacity for impact in the world.
I lead {re}wilding quests, ceremonies, and intensives {both online and in other potent “between spaces”} for Creators, Messengers, and Wisdom Keepers who have received the Call to further initiate their own innate power and expression.
You can find me living and creating at the crossroads of Erotic Abolitionism™ {my medicine and body of work}, archetypal storytelling, sensual body movement, liberatory praxis and practice, systemic racialized and sexualized trauma healing, multidimensional creation, decolonized energetics, and elemental remembrance.
I am a student of perennial creativity, indigenous wisdom, and the primal untaming of our own lives… and I am obsessed with how we can interweave our belonging, sexual energy, and art to activate the liberation and change we are here to midwife into the world.
{Primordial AF Call Recordings}
Why would you ever build a structure within your business that you can’t wait to be done with? Like… how does that even make sense? But that’s what so many teach. And that’s what so many do. Not here, though. This is where we curate bespoke foundations that will continue turning on your business {and your soul} into the next evolution of your magic and beyond. All in a way that is regenerative to your body, breath, blood, and bones.
This is where strategy is born of instinct and remembrance. As in life GIVING, sustainable business energetics. No longer will you acquiesce to anything {or anyone} other than the you who were always going to be… with the scent of the Wilds howling your truth into everything you touch and everything you are.
This is a full accessing, unleashing, and surrendering of, into, and as your everything… And only in the ways that leave your heart connected, pussy dripping, and soul wide open. Ah, and only in the recalibatory thriving that guides you through each season and evolution of the entirety of the You. MmmmmmHMMMMM…
Once you release the sticky degradations of what you thought it had to be about in order to move into what you always KNEW it was about… you set yourself free. Or, even more aptly… you remember that you were never not free in the first place. And with all that “freed up” identity and consciousness, you’ll have allllllll the turn on and grounding you desire to finally experience your ideas and magic drop from the quantum into the physical into the now.
{Inquiries and invitations to take action on in the Now}
If the habitats of your body, business, and life are out of resonance with the howling of soul, it becomes harder and harder to shapeshift into the primordial ecstasy and reverence your soul craves. And so this is a homecoming of rest, momentum, and resourcing… of free falling into {and through} flow state consciousness, serpentine undulation, and expansive ease… within each aspect of how you show up to your day, night, creativity, abundance, and the revolution that thrums itself alive in your very being.
This is an unfurling of power… of the darkness that orgasms and remembers you in the spaces between… a traversing of underworld, shadow, and the void beneath. This is also where you begin holding the line on the ENTIRETY of the magic & the soul. Not only when it’s pretty and the spotlight is on and the crowd is screaming your name. Nah. I mean, that shit is all well and good. But this is about who you are when the curtains have gone down and the people have gone home… This is about who you’d be if it were only and ever ABOUT that Beingness. So that when you look at YOURSELF in the mirror, you are utterly, UTTERLY satiated and satisfied with the essence and evocation of the You.
You stall out on writing and messaging and selling because, in part, you wonder what the fuck you have to SAY that’s so profound and deep and attuned that it’s worth it for you to KEEP saying it. And so you kinda sorta speak to the totality of the magic of the You… but not quite. Except, when it comes down to it and you allow yourself to breathe your desires into awareness, you remember that it’s God speaking through {and as} you… So how could you ever possibly run out of things to say?! And so here we free fall into a cosmic collapsing of words, life, darkness, and soul… As business. As selling. As art. As you.
You will find none of the trite fuckery of being “polarizing” for likes and the algorithm and the ‘Gram up in here. Nope. This is about being the fullest, deepest embodiment of the Real… all the time and in all the ways. We’ll explore conversation as cosmic communion, as you speak directly into the state of consciousness of the soulmate peeps you actually WANT to experience in your audience, community, clientele, patronage, and all the places in between.
{Activation and cosmic jump-off points}
Here we attune with pussy as your business oracle and as your tuning fork, back into the most potent and profound distilling down and goddessing the fuck UP of who and what you came here to be. We drop beneath the crossroads of somatic misanthropy and self-torture, the places where you have hidden from yourself and chosen to be less than your everything. As a way to fit. As a way to survive. But it’s now time to show up and show out, as the #GoddessAF embodiment of the divine erotica born between your thighs {and to your soul}… And so you shall.
This is an amplified dissolution of old paradigms where you thought you had to “choose” in order to succeed and scale {desires OR identities… business OR art… growth OR energy… wealth OR intimacy…}. And so here we walk along a fertile pathway where you decide upon {and install} new/ancient quantum codes that allow you to collapse your inner and outer worlds like whoa, as you remember your Cosmic Identity in the embers between. We’ll move from making business, relational, and artistic decisions in the realm of “someday”, into making decisions based solely within the instantaneous now. Ah, and this is where you hold somatic excavation into the difference between feeling it’s coming and knowing it’s fucking HERE.
We are taught that time and clarity are the defining aspects of business and life. And we then begin to whittle down our desires and beliefs so they’ll fit into that fragile oppression of infinity and Self. And so here we begin a lived experiencing of decision points as initiation for the psyche and the soul… An evolutionary traversing beyond the crossroads of what they told you was possible and what you always knew it couldn’t NOT become.
Plain and simple, this is where you begin living in devotional ecstasy as life… with your business, creativity, and magic as the ritualized riders of it all. This is an integration of the muck and the depths, where primal potentiality & raw, uninhibited creative expression become your “duhhhhh, been there done that, of course of course!, because what else could it ever even BE” style of norm. This is also where you know beyond knowing that not only can you hold it all IN your body, none of it {not a single primordial DROP of it} was ever separate FROM your body.
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Medicinal Use: 1) For the moments just after you've expanded into some seriously next level goddess shit and are starting to feel the old stickiness and constriction try to take hold and/or 2) For the moments when you simply want to go even rawer, wilder, and deeper into the magic you have just excavated and chosen to live into fully
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