I didn’t want to give you an “outcome”

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August 18, 2022


Nikka Karli

I didn’t want to give you an “outcome”

I’ve been fighting one teeeeeeensy little piece about my latest offering.

The offering that is the culmination of my entire body of work and medicine, that is.

And the piece I’ve been fighting?

Telling you what the “outcome” will be when we embark on this journey together.

I’ve fought it for a while now.

Not because there aren’t going to be epic AF results from this portal.


Rather, because I was holding onto an encoded ideal of what it would mean if I labeled it and expressly told you what it was.

Now, I love me some marketing and copywriting and I’ve studied them both from some of the best in the game.

And yet and still…

I didn’t wanna. 🤣

Not because I really didn’t want to, but because I was making it MEAN something if I did.

But today I threw up my hands and said ok God, fuck this shit. Just show me.

And God came THROUGH.

On an aside…

I am still playing with pronouns I want to use for God.

Because all these piddly little humaning words simply do not in any way encompass that which simply IS.

But I digress…

So, hands were thrown up.

Internal shouts were had.

And the magic of the Most High was heard.

I recorded a quick thang thang about it.

You can watch it on IG or TikTok.

And, if you are called, the pre-sale closes on Sunday, so if you want that sweet ass discount, be sure to apply and enroll before then.

As always…

Here’s to your untaming,



✍︎ Eros & Excavation Writing Prompts ✍︎

Where are you making it all mean something that is no longer true for you {and likely never was}?

And, within that, what do you now allow the magic to become through, for, and as… you?

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