Listlessness, Malaise, And A Return To Soul

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May 13, 2022


Nikka Karli

Listlessness, Malaise, And A Return To Soul

I’m pretty sure I haven’t moved my body in like three years.

Yeah yeah, sure sure.

I’ve moved my body.

But I haven’t MOVED my body.

Like, even on the weeks I HAVE actually managed a run, I was besieged by allergic reactions and migraines and my subsequent stomach lining eating itself from migraine meds…

That even when movement HAS happened, it’s all felt…




As if the REAL experience of movement was waiting in the wings for my return…

As if I myself was waiting in the wings for my return.

A return from what, tho?

And from where?

Well, the residues of trauma really.

All the hospital time and fear and 9-1-1 calls…

It all brought up my own childhood health/medical trauma that I’d been releasing and shifting the past few years.

As well as some major losses of loved ones.

And it all coalesced into a primordial malaise.

A quagmiric vantage point where my VANTAGE seemed to have no POINT.

Where the seeing became seemingly finite, just head down, one foot in front of the other type shit.

Where the MOVEMENT began to feel indistinguishable from the quicksand and immovable muck.

But as of late, I've been feeling something else as well.

A scent of old, on the wind.

A taste I haven’t drunk down in ages.

A calling that’s howled me back into formlessness and form.

And as such, I feel like moving.

I feel like MOVING.

And I want you to move with me.


I’m creating something.

For you.

For a time such as this.

For our return.

It will be an alchemy unlike anything else I have ever offered.

And I’ll be giving away the first 100 spots for free.

I feel like it’ll be ready this month, but who knows.

I’ll give you a heads up when it drops.

Nīk Nationers will have first dibs, so be sure you’re on the inside.

And I have a verrrrrryyyyyy important question 🤣  to ask you in the meantime:

If you could drop into ANYTHING with me, in a deep dive immersion format, what would it be?

No guarantee it will be included in this offer.

But, depending on how many responses I get, I will for sure speak to it in a message of some sort very soon.

That’s all for now.

I cannot fucking WAIT to share this magic with you.

Like… y’all don’t even KNOW.

Watch this space.

As always…

Here’s to your untaming,



I was talking with a client this week {about heading back to the DR and holding an initiation in the jungle… stay tuned, it's happening!!} and it hit me:

I really miss doing VIP Days!!!

{Yes, these things are correlated in my body. Haaaaa!!! 🐆}

So, I’m opening up 2-3 spots over the next few weeks.

For fire AF private work with me.

This is creative direction and erotic reclamation work.

This is {re}wilding as medicine.

This is you + me, dropping into the full-on actualization of the mystery and the madness born to your Refugee Soul.

We’ll spend five sacred hours together, excavating exactly who the fuck you are and what your next steps are in the embodied evocation OF it.

You’ll receive a bonus five days of 1:1 Voxer mentoring with me after our VIP Day together.

You’ll leave with your next {or current} creative project fully mapped out, multidimensionally messaged, and orgasmically re-encoded on a quantum consciousness level.

It’s $5k for the VIP Day plus bonus week.

My ongoing private client work begins at $10k/month.

So if you’ve been feeling the call to go ovaries to the wall with me…

To play in all states of consciousness in the next level goddess shit that pussy has been vocalizing through you every day and night…

And to have your own Erotic Muse {aka moi} by your side every step of the way in the unleashing and allowing of your expression and everything…

Text me or DM me on IG  and tell me why you, why me, why this, and why now.

And we’ll go from there.

Phewwwww, chile!!!

If you know this is for you…

Let’s get this soul shit.

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